Plots for Taking Over the World

Hi. I'm crying. And I'll explain why.

My friend on Gaia wrote an entry in her journal, and she said things that hurt me. Made me feel like I had failed as a friend, and I wasn't good enough. I try to help her, but I guess I'm just not good enough too. And whenever I do something, it seems like it just hurts her. Like I'm walking on pins and needles. AND, she says we (other friends) hurt her all the time, and she hurt me. Doesn't that make her a hypocrite? *sigh* But oh well. I don't want to say mean things about her. She is usually really nice and shes a good friend. She says that she isn't good at anything, but I think shes wrong. Not everyone has this natural ability for things. Maybe I'm wrong, I don't know, but it doesn't seem like she's practiced or anything. Trained to be better at something. *shrugs* But maybe she has. I really don't know. But I'm sure she'll find something she's good at. It seems she only cares about being the best, but to me being good at something is just as fine. BUT, if she wants to be the best at something, then I can see why she'd get upset, since every reason she gave had something to do with someone being better then her.

Oh, and she says that we (other friends) always whine about not having enough money, when she barely has any. Again, maybe I'm wrong, maybe I forgot or something, but I don't think I've ever whined about not having enough money. I don't think I even brag about what I have. I mean, yeah I have this Azureus program you can download stuff like anime onto, but I don't brag about it. I was excited when I found Gravitation on YouTube, and I just felt like talking about it. I like to talk about things I really like. I'm sorry if she felt like I was shoving it in her face, but I was just happy. *shrugs* I dunno. I feel confused now too. I think I always feel this way after I cry.

Oh, and another thing. I know I haven't posted on here in a while, but thats because I use my journal on Gaia. I just wanted to post this here because I didn't want my friend to see it and possibly take it the wrong way and then argue with me about it. Anyway, I'm going to see if she replied to my comment or PM. I logged off, and if she replied I'll read it and then log off again. I'm (obviously) still feeling a little hurt right now, so I think it'd be best if I just didn't say anything. Maybe I'll write another entry soon, just depends on what happens.

Hey... I'm thinking about starting to post regularly in this. I've been looking at a few different journals and communities, and it looks pretty cool. Ow. My ears. Ipod is on way too high. I know it shouldn't be, but what can I say? Blame it on my teenage ignorance and disregard for rules... Gah. I'm crying. I'm not depressed or anything, but I'm RPing (roleplaying) with my friend on Gaia (GaiaOnline) and we've hit a morbid bump in it, and its pretty sad. Yeah, we've become attatched to it. One of those things that just sneaks up on you. Now our characters have become apart of us. So much so, that we feel real emotion when things happen in our RP. I have to wonder if this is how every author feels. Authors of series especially. They write about their characters adventures and feelings and thoughts, and all of sudden, they feel a connection to these characters. This bond that no one else can understand. I think I like that thought.

So, there was a reason for me writing in here today, right? Right. Unfortunately, I have no clue what that was. Guess I got a little distracted. Ah well. It doesn't matter. Maybe I'll write another entry later. For now, toodles.

~ Cat

Your power is: Telekinesis

Explanation: This power of yours means
that you can make material things move, like
for e.g. making the remote control fly over you
just by thinking it. As all powers, this is a
great gift to have. It is also helping you out
since it allows you to be lazy and have things
brought to you without moving a finger. But if
you move over to the immoral side this power
can be used as destroying peoples property or
similar things.
As a person you are easy going and just like to
have a good time. There is nothing wrong with
that, but people may see you as incredibly lazy
and irresponsible. You prefer being out
watching a movie or something than staying home
and doing the math assignment. Your outlook is
fairly positive but you are aware everything
isn't as nice as you'd like it to be. But this
doesn't stop you and even if you can be
sensitive, you get over things pretty quickly.
In school you could be considered as the fun
one among your friends and could get along with
different categories of people fairly easy. You
mean no intentional harm on those around you,
but some people may think you're too happy
and/or stupid.
Negative aspects: Because you don't like
to have things depending on you, this power may
be seen as just something cool you have, and
not as a helping gift. Also you can get too
egotistical at times without bothering to care
for others. That is why it's good to do some
self-reflecting every once in a while to see
that you're not going overboard.

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Your Japanese name should be

'Sora'

which means "sky".

You're a real
day-dreamer. You wish you could just fly away
from it all to explore the world... You love to
explore and travel, and if that's not possible
in reality, you'll just think and day-dream
about it. You're probably very curious.


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